this is by far the worst holiday i had,
other than the times spent with my cousins..
physically i have been having diarrhea for 4 days and that really affect my appetite
and i did not get any good food that can lift my mood, so im extra grumpy..
mentally, some family stuff and friendship stuff is really messing up my mood too..
and worst of all, i have no one to go to, i'm all by myself now..
some say during the holidays people heal, recover and run away from all the stresses
but this holiday, i didn't recover, instead i have more to recover from when this week ends
oh, and speaking of bad luck, i actually wrote so much more for this post but my old iphone pal died at the perfect timing and poof all of those are gone so yeah, a summary will do
