how can i fully utilize my 24 hrs? *sigh*
it's April now, professional exam in approximately 9 months..
9 months seem to be a long time, but i don't feel that way
stress level is increasing every single day..
I don't sleep through lectures now,
I don't daydream in dissection classes anymore,
I read, I write notes, I discuss with my friends, I approach my lecturers..
Carrying my "Clinical Oriented Anatomy" almost everywhere.. breakfast, lunch, coffee time etc.
I can't allow myself to stop,
I must keep reminding myself to work hard..
One of my friend said "if i don't consciously remind myself to study, im actually a very lazy person"
well.. im lazy.. in fact, super duper lazy..
i allow myself to slack, everyday, and let time slip by just like that..
so its time to compensate the time i wasted in year one, dreaming through the year..
no more time to slack, i must keep reminding myself, repeating these over and over again
"don't stop" "no excuse" "stay awake" "control yourself" "read read read!"
