pain..

braces... tight.. pain.. ==


there's nothing i can do to erase the past
but i can make the future
i want you to be happy
we want you to be happy
wake up and go to sleep with a smile everyday :)

i love you

we love you

i like using 'we'

cuz it's more powerful xD

*we = dunno what animal + baby red trex*

<3

time for a change!

hmm.. start to see things differently now, which is good :)
those thoughts are going away, everything looks better~
still working on my personal issues, fortunately, its improving..
quite happy ^^

hope it's not too late

i promise i'll contain and tame the monster

:)

No where to write

So write here lo..

怎么那么想哭

找了两天，却还是找不到原因

真的很累

Tired..

你心情不好，大大声骂人，不是错，是道理..

我累一整天，在车上塞车塞两个小时半，爸爸又一直问为什么Jared到了你还没到？

我上车他又问，我只大声一点回答他多一次，我和他坐不同车回来而已,你就讲我凶..

累了一天，稍微失控一下，你难道不能纵容我一下吗？

你平时发脾气，我都还想想，不知道你是不是有什么烦恼，所以才这样..

有时你可不可以也想想，你的女儿是不是有什么烦恼，是不是压力太大..

你从来都不会觉得我有烦恼有压力的吧..

我答应过我自己

不会让你操心，

不会像哥，让你烦那么多事，

等我长大后养你，

尽量被骂时不回嘴，

孝顺你，疼你，

不让被人看不起你，

让你可以骄傲地跟别人说，

你有一个乖女儿，

从不让你烦恼..

I won't break those promises..

But sometimes..

I just wanna be loved more..

For me to move on.. 😞

Her

小时候，你是大姐姐

你去哪里，做什么，我们都会跟..

长大一点了，你有点像妈妈，

常常叫我们早早去睡觉，不要玩太夜，

当时真的觉得你有点烦 xD

现在，你是我的姐姐，我的好朋友

我们偶尔会熬夜聊天，聊到第二天早上，两个人都累到在车上睡着..

偶尔一起看戏，一起唱歌..

你的朋友变成了我的朋友，

我的朋友也变成了你的朋友..

今天晚餐后，在回吉隆坡的路途上

想起你，想到你快要去英国了

突然觉得很不舍得..

一年的时间，说长不长，说短不短

说不想你是骗人的啦 xp

I'm really gonna miss you ><

this few days

Wednesday 4/9

1st clinical skill class~ wee~ very very very fun

injections on sponges.. lol..

intramuscular, subcutaneous and dermal.. fun fun fun :) :)

but class till 6... pathology marathon, got KO half way..==

leukaemia... why u so many subtypes and why u so many things to remember... :(

Thursday 5/9

IELTS speaking test... erm.. i dont know what i said during the test.. whatever la, its over :)

after IELTS, went over to coffea coffee with classmates, we finished 1 chapter of biochem~ yay~

must study must keep going.. exam after 2 weeks!

and and and,

laopo ah, i know u know i stress.. i also know u stress, somemore need to cheer me up..

thanks a lot lo, those photos... hahahahaha! now i can laugh dy, that day too stressed up, but i smiled also lo.. :) :)

glad that you had fun with mel today, i really think you all should spend more time together, she makes you happy, you make her happy too, and you 2 happy makes me happy also~ hehehe

hopefully i can meet up with you tomorrow la~ ^^

time to sleep lo

good night =)

2/9

so many things to learn..
brain capacity left 5% or less ady..

so tired..
need a hug .__.