Choices

Sometimes, it's not our choice to make..

We meet all types of people throughout our life,
some will stay,
some will leave..

The ones who stay are mostly friends..
even if they're just there for a short while..

It's not my choice to decide whether they'll stay or leave..
But.. can't we just keep in contact?
Say 'Hi' once in a while..

To let me know,
that you haven't forgotten me...

To let me know,

how are you lately..

Because,

I remember you,

and I still care about you,

My Friend...

It's over :D

Finals is finally over...
i can finally sleep... as long as i want to~
watch movie, play games, go out... all these things that i wanted to do during finals..

Hopefully my results are not too bad..
i need to achieve the requirements for mbbs
i don't wanna retake another semester ><

bed time, genting in 6hrs~ weee~!!
Merry Christmas~! <3

Attitude

People should always work for what you want,

not sit there and wait Santa to send you that gift..

I hate my attitude..

Gabriel,

do you really think you're a genius?

you set your target and you should put in effort to achieve it!

what you're doing now is hoping you're lucky enough to ace your finals..

But..

what if you're not lucky?

and you have nothing in your tiny brain?

failed your finals?

retake the whole semester?

If you fail,

cry all you can

and jump off a hill..

because you deserve that,

being so lazy and arrogant.. 

Finals coming up!

finals finals finals... moving towards the end of this semester..

what a quick year, few blinks and its already December..

Too many things happened in this past few months.

Best of all, i made new best friends! :)

we kinda spent most of our time together:

-classes

-lunch

-movies

-shopping

-staybacks

-sleepover

-bla bla bla

which i think tied a strong bond between all of us..

How i hope all of us remains the same way every year in Taylor's..

But too bad, that's not gonna happen..

most of us are taking MBBS next year..

1 going for pharmacy.. another 1 retaking some subjects..

and me... i have no idea where my future lies..

felt blind, lost... where am i suppose to go?

Thought of MBBS but what if my results won't allow me to?

Depressed..

Emo..

Sad..

Worry..

Angry..

Stressed..

Lonely..

Tired..

Loads of feelings coming out of me..

I wonder when will all these wore off....

Chemistry kills...

trust

am i trusting others too easily?

yes.. i think i am..

i shouldn't have share too much of my thoughts with others..

should have keep it to myself..

kay, from now onwards,

im gonna learn how to keep most of my thoughts to myself :)

friends friends friends...

i love my friends...

just love to hang out with them..

not all, just a few.. <3

parts of me

sometimes..

i love being alone, but i'll feel lonely when i'm alone..

i love the silence, but i love to talk with my friends..

i'm so motivated to do something, but end up day dreaming..

there's so many 'but' in me...

i don't really know what i'm thinking, what i want, who am i..

seriously hope that one day, i'll know myself better..

Friends that i love, are like super glue to me..

once they've attach to my skin, it can't be removed..

if one day they leave me, it means that they've peel off that part of my skin..

and i'm sure that the wound won't heal, it'll keep on bleeding..

this post is kinda emo huh?

yeah, i know it is..

cause deep inside, i'm not really that cheerful..

But still, i'll smile :)

Renewed blog! xD

Deleted all the previous blog post,

It's a brand new blog now xD

First of all, yan, good luck in your finals tomorrow,

all the best, i know you'll be fine :)

and, I <3 you..xD

Next, i'm home alone again.. (exclude the doggies)

not much thing to do, don't feel like wanna do my homeworks.. ><"

hmm.. should i let others know that i have a blog?

err... not now i think..

but what if someone accidently found out??

err.. nevermind then, if that happens, WELCOME :D